what is it...

about habits? and I don't mean that habit of humming or smacking your gum...I mean the ones that do you in every time...that always sneak up on you...that always manage to find their way back to your life even when you think you've got it under control...things are fine and then wham! it's right back there for you...when is that day going to come for me when my demons are defeated by my goals in life...it's been a long time coming...surly this is my year, right?